=viiviiana o8=

???

2012-02-06T08:28:00.000-08:00

Sometimes i get jealous, but i know i shouldn't.
What should i do???

幸福的感覺~

2012-01-13T06:30:00.000-08:00

今天, 感覺終於再靠近你一點點了...
雖然只是那麼一點, 心裡已充滿感謝!
總是從我身邊擦身而過, 你是否感覺到我心再跳動?
看得都是你的背影, 我還是依然欣慰!
人来人又去两千多个夜晚
人来人又去等得多变习惯
请抉择行前或要折返
年年情人节我再倒数一年
再倒数一年静候你开门一天
年年情人节我信再等一年
信再等一年有进展
我们明年情人节变到更加痴缠会更加痴缠
又或者关口不改变冲不破心灵交战

未來的日子, 希望我們能靠近一點點 :)
默默在你的身后守候的我
多想看你不经意的笑容
或许我的心你不懂
我会努力让你感动
在你眼中有多麽笨拙的我
决不放弃追逐你的执著
只要你能再多些回应我
一个笑或点头全接受
能不能再靠近一点点
大声说出你所有感觉
别再紧紧关在只有自己的世界
温暖太阳为你迎接
能不能再靠近一点点
能不能再勇敢一点点
就算让我知道我永远只是单恋
我也会藏著感谢
笑著和你说再见
默默在你的身后守候的我
多想看你不经意的笑容
或许我的心你不懂
我会努力让你感动
在你眼中有多麽笨拙的我
决不放弃追逐你的执著
只要你能再多些回应我
一个笑或点头全接受
能不能再靠近一点点
大声说出你所有感觉
别再紧紧关在只有自己的世界
温暖太阳为你迎接
能不能再靠近一点点
能不能再勇敢一点点
就算让我知道我永远只是单恋
我也会藏著感谢
笑著和你说再见

幸福, 從此展開 :D

Lonely~

2012-01-07T07:47:00.000-08:00

Feeling lonely, lonely, lonely~
Seems like i am going to be the only one left soon.

If nothing had happened...

2011-10-08T11:53:00.000-07:00

Somehow i still feel the pinch when i see the two of you happy together. Why am i the one suffering and you seem like you're getting the best of both worlds, maybe even three? I just wonder, if nothing had happened, what would my life be like now? Probably spending time happily with him? Although i can't be certain, i just wish to know.
If nothing had happened, are we now strangers, friends or even beyond that?

Wonder wonder wonder

2011-09-25T11:54:00.000-07:00

Sometimes, i just wonder if anyone is reading my blog? It may be a good thing if nobody bothers about it anyway, then i can write things that is not supposed to be seen by others but just needs to be vented out by me :D
It's just the holiday symptoms. Every holiday, my mood swing is as though a roller coaster ride. Always feeling down and thinking about a lot of things~ The happiest moments are when i am out with my friends, which doesn't occur that often anyway. And i feel cursed, everytime when i try to organise something, something might just crop up and somebody might not be able to make it. And another sad fact is that i am always the one trying to organise things and get everyone together. Although i am more than willing to do so, it just feels tired at times. I also wish for friends who will ask me out for fun together and plan some surprise or thrilling activities... Or maybe i am just not that important to other people afterall? There may be other friends who will organise activities just that the people who they ask out does not include me? The same thing has been happening to me for years, it just feels like a cycle.
(I clarify: I am not unhappy with my friends, just that i always have friends who do not have much freedom and needs to be home early. Therefore, it makes the outing a little sad everytime. I am not someone who likes to be out late all the time, but sometimes i also wish that we can enjoy the night out together chilling somewhere and maybe head home at around 10 - 11pm?
It's not that i am not contented with my life, but i just hope that it can be more exciting? I just feel that i am lacking in my social life, not having enough friends (different type). Just feel that the people whom i get to meet is too little? And it just seems difficult to find a partner as well? And the current friends that i have, they just seem to be drifting away from me?
Maybe i have to wait till a change of environment like a change in my education or when i get into the working society? Hopefully things will be much much better :)

Reminiscence

2011-09-22T08:06:00.000-07:00

Looking back at my facebook photo album, i really miss those days where the four of us will have fun, hang out together etc. Just wonder if there will be a chance for such precious memories to come by again... :(

Sama sama~

2011-09-16T04:51:00.000-07:00

Every holiday is the same for me, excited and looking forward to complete my list of holiday activities but in the end, seems like nothing is really completed. I just stay at home everyday watching tv, completed loads of dramas though. Just hoping that some friends will ring me up and ask me out for some activities instead of me being the one who's doing all the planning and sometimes, it doesn't even work out in the end. Maybe humans, or me, just needs to be appreciated or even remembered by others at times? Kind of depressing to know that i am forgotten. Just wondering if some of my friends were as close as i thought? It just seems to me that i am forgotten? :( Should restructure my friends list someday, maybe things weren't according to what i thought afterall. We aren't as close as i thought?
Random: Something coincidental. 2 of my friends are coming back to Singapore this Sunday, from different places. Well, just wondering how close is our friendship anyway~

Exams over~

2011-08-26T11:28:00.000-07:00

Well, exams are finally over~ And i should be happy about it?
But feeling a little disappointed over my papers. I did put in effort :(
Everytime, after i managed to maintain a nice looking grade in the first half, i always fail at the final lap...

Guess there's nothing i can do about it anyway, shall enjoy my holidays now :)

=)

2011-08-14T12:21:00.000-07:00

Been so proud of myself, being a good girl. Study study study~ Project project project~
though i do play & watch my dramas and variety shows too... hehe :p
And one of the happiest things in life (at the moment):
Go to school everyday and have fun with Ming Hwee and Siew Chin!!! :D
I do miss the rest too. But ever since we changed class, i am beginning to feel that the 3 of us belong to the same category. Shopping, browsing through idols stuffs in class, skipping lectures together and more~~~ But it's fun to talk about K-pop with Hui Min and Phway too~
And as the days pass by, i begin to feel that i can see the shadow of someone from her.
Is she my new best friend? Or that the whole cycle will repeat again?

And one more thing, i am still single single single~~~ HAHA! "Good Girl" :)

RendezvousWhere

2011-07-11T08:16:00.000-07:00

I'll just post this here and hope that if anyone is reading my blog can help me like this page on facebook. www.facebook.com/rendezvouswhere

It's a page to share photos about nice places with nice scenery, nice food or anything.

Thanks to whoever :)

Randomness, with a bit of drama~

2011-07-04T06:21:00.000-07:00

Enjoyed myself during the last few days of my holidays, though it's the start of the term again. Went out to play and even went malaysia for a final shopping spree before school starts! Got to watch my TV drama at a super fast speed and i managed to watch like 20 over episodes within 3 days. A little random though, instead of my usual hong kong drama, i actually watched this mainland production called 單身女王, and i was really addicted to it! I just didn't know why, probably it's because the female lead's thinking and perspective were similar to mine. When i was watching it i was like: Hey! This may be what i'll be probably 10 years later? Of course i hope i won't still be single by then, but i really feel that we're alike in terms of personality! And it potrays that type of 時尚職場生活as well, which is one of my dreams too! The clothes she wore is totally my style! I felt a little cheated though, as it was written that there was 38 episodes but 25 was actually the end. And after finishing the show, i just feel a little lost. It really impact me a little about the views i had about relationships and friendships. Just wanna shout it out: It's a nice show!!! Worth watching :)
Well, have to persuade myself to move on to other dramas soon~

To change or not to change?

2011-06-30T09:10:00.000-07:00

Well, MST just ended. Hurray!!! And i hope i'll do well :)

Just realised the change in most of my friends, and i think that i have not changed much in the past few years. Character wise i think i am perfectly fine, probably it's the appearance? Just can't imagine myself with make-up and 'exaggerating' clothes (just my own opinion, my acceptance is not that wide) I don't know why?!?!?! Maybe the biggest problem is my looks? When i look into the mirror, i just feel that some clothings just look too matured for me and i should just revert back to my T-shirt and shorts, which i feel most comfortable. I am feeling the need to change my style but i just don't know where to start.

To change or not to change, that's the question...

Wonder~

2011-06-08T09:25:00.000-07:00

Sometimes, i just wonder did i choose the wrong course again? Everything seems so perfect for me but this module is really tiring me out. I just don't get it! x_x

Looking back~

2011-06-06T09:53:00.000-07:00

Looking back at my life, and i realised that i really need to know more people. Everyone else seems to be moving on in life in terms of anything and i feel that i am still standing at the same spot. I should expand my social circle =)
And one thing, i am really confused now. I seem stuck in this small little world of mine, hoping to see your messages each day and wishing that i am the only one you care for. But i know it's impossible, perharps i really need to know someone else, who can make me forget this feeling. I don't even know what i want now, but at this moment, you're really making me confused...
Friends are moving on in their life and i have a feeling that i am not so important anymore. Need to find someone who really belongs to me, but i know it's not now, shall concentrate in my studies and wait for the right person to appear.

sad sad sad...

2011-03-23T12:12:00.000-07:00

Feel this sudden sense of tiredness. Have this random thought of not contacting anyone for the time being, but i guess that's quite impossible in this high-technology operated world unless i decided to cut myself away from all my forms of entertainment. Besides, i have this sad feeling: When you thought that things were always there waiting for you, you will realise that it's not there anymore when you decide to turn back. I am refering to some of my friends? Used to be very close with them but you suddenly realise that they are closer with each other than with you. A kind of disappointment? But i don't know how to get back in there anymore... The door is already closed and probably they are doing well or even much better without you? Need to start looking for new close friends? Somtimes, i really wish to tell them can we be close friends all over again? But you think that's possible?! We did not end our friendship, probably just drifted apart?

And by the way, Pei Yi will be away for half a year, and i shall wish her all the best here. Take care! :)

random thoughts

2011-03-03T09:43:00.000-08:00

Just read through my blog, realised almost every entry is about my friends? Well, only thing i can say now: Everything changed? But one thing i can confirm, i love Gena! haha :) Well, just ended my exams, experiencing the worried feelings now. I wouldn't say i have full confidence in my performance, but i think i wouldn't be that bad either? Feeling lost again, there's something i really wish to do now: 我一個人吃飯旅行, 到處走走停停, 也一個人看書寫信, 自己對話談心. However, i think that's quite impossible at the moment. Well, actually, hanging out with friends may do the job for now? Ask me out please! :)

I need some time alone to sort out some thoughts. There may be happy and sad moments in life, but i am not even sure what kind of emotions and life am i experiencing right now. Many things been in mind, and i am randomly thinking about what will i be and how will i do in the future.

Future: watching a drama about pilots recently, it really sparked me off again. My top ambition is to become a pilot, but of course i know it's not easy. And even before i can try, i am restricted by the height requirement already, that's really unfair. Had this thought in mind to go apply for the course after i complete my current course in poly, but will i be wasting time? And do i have the financial ability to do so?

Now: Well, exams just ended, guess it's time for some entertainment? Current to-do list for this holiday: 1) ice-skating! 2) steamboat & mahjong gathering at my house. 3) Karaoke, pool, bowling etc. 4) Sports activities!

Recent entertainment: Kids craze! Guess there are the best antidote for depression? =p

Left: My '2nd son' is back! Haven't seen him for long~ Right: My '1st son' :D

Left: Cute little girl :) Right: My little handsome =)

:(

2010-11-22T21:44:00.001-08:00

Mentally exhausted. All i wanted was for everything to go well, have fun and enjoy together. Why did all this have to happen? I am speechless...

傻的可以

2010-09-11T06:56:00.001-07:00

一心一意對待別人, 但到頭來卻發現原來自己什麼都沒有.
當你真心對待全世界, 然後發現因此而失去某些東西或重要的人, 真是傻的可以.
我不知道該說什麼才好, 有谁來救救我啊?

i want a close close friend...

2010-09-11T06:26:00.001-07:00

It seems like my close friends and i are not contacting each other that often anymore. Somehow, i feel super sad, missed those great days and time spent together. My precious memories~

All i want is a CLOSE CLOSE CLOSE friend~ :(

"林峯與我" :)

2010-08-16T21:27:00.000-07:00

Went to see my love again, it's getting better each time!
Chased him everywhere for the whole day, from airport to prosperity kitchen to bugis junction to vivo city~
Was picked by him to play games on stage, i think no words can describe my feelings.
Just watch this!

"林峯與我" :) - click on the link~

Oh i can't believe it's happening to me.
Some people wait a lfetime, for a moment like this.

unexplainable :(

2010-08-09T09:02:00.000-07:00

Well, the whole thing is just unexplainable and i can't help it. I TRIED TO!!! I don't think saying that i can't control myself or i don't even know why did i allow this to happen is a very good reason or explanation. The biggest problem may be that nobody even knows where the problem lies. However, i would say that i am not in the wrong as i wasn't the one who caused the whole problem, although i feel that the other party doesn't think so too. I would only say that the damage is already done and i think more heavily for me, and sincerity may work? But i don't feel it, and maybe she doesn't owe it to me too. It's just my character? I am someone who would to anything to amend for any mistakes if i feel that that person is really important to me and i wouldn't want to lose it, maybe i am not that important afterall? Well, as long as everyone feels happy, i don't care. i may feel hurt or sad, but i am sure it will end someday.
(If you realised, we share the most memories, and some happiest moments. But certain things are irreversible. What's done cannot be undone unless somebody does something?)

By the way, Happy Birthday Singapore~ :D

Back to school~

2010-06-27T22:41:00.000-07:00

It's the start of another new term, and i have one lecturer changed. Feeling lost in the "new class" now. Well, the new lecturer is not as scary as i thought, but i somehow feel bored in the class. Hope everything goes well in the future~ Had a peaceful holiday, did not meet up with friends to have fun, except for that compulsory course chalet. How sad =(
I just feel that i am missing something inside, can't seem to realise what i am lacking, but i know it's not there. May be a person, an object, a feeling, an emotion or anything.
Indescribable feelings - suits me!

sorted & unsorted thoughts~

2010-05-28T07:09:00.000-07:00

Realised i haven blogged for quite some time, just had this random thought to post something. Many things happened recently, there were happy and unhappy events. For instance, i went to vietnam for an OCIP and it was indeed a fruitful, unforgettable and memorable trip! i made many new friends there and i really love them :) However, life is never smooth-sailing and a "tragedy" happened to me after i came back to Singapore. Fortunately, i also got to make some new friends in my new course (Business IT) and they really make my days in school. Decided not to mention and think so much about the unhappy things, what i have to do now is to try to live life to the fullest and let nature take its course. Whatever will be, will be :)

My new Vietnamese friends and DBIT classmates~

i still love you, even if you don't belong to my world~

Let Go!!!

2010-02-26T10:01:00.000-08:00

I suddenly remembered the incident that occured on 31st dec 2009. I can't control my mind! Help!~ I have to put it behind me!!!

2010-02-20T09:42:00.000-08:00

Happy Birthday Gena! (6th Feb 2010)

Was too busy to post the pics of my "laopo's" birthday pictures. What i can say is i really cherish this friendship we share. We used to be so close, always trying to find time for an outing, especially during holidays. Sensing some problems arising recently, maybe i am being too sensitive? Is it because we seldom meet up anymore as we are in different school? Or is it that human nature just changes alongside with the environment they are in? Having a million questions in my mind now, but i know i'll never get the answers. Just hoping and praying hard that i am wrong and nothing has ever happened at all. We can still be the same best friends :)

Cherish these pictures! Such memories may be hard to come again, though i hope for more...

thoughts~

2010-02-03T08:33:00.000-08:00

I really feel that my life is so screwed up at this point of time. And I feel helpless as there’s nothing I can do about it due to the education system? I am really suffering in my course, but at the same time enjoying the company of my closer friends in the course as I know that it’ll be the last few months we can battle and have fun together if I really manage to get into another course in April. Am I contradicting myself? I really wish to transfer to another course but am afraid as I might not do well in the other course as well. And as time goes by, I am really reluctant to leave this course as I am getting used to the lifestyle as well as my clique:) The problem is that I just can’t cope in design, if not I’ll stay. Guess what I really need now is the encouragement of my friends? I am someone who really needs encouragement and praises! Haha! When I want to feel that my route in life is not reaching the end yet, I just tend to think that other people thinks that my life is gone. Maybe I think too much? Just need this change in my life, find something that suits me and I’ll get on track! Probably a change in friends? I mean I will still contact with the friends I have now, but just want to make some new friends and experience a change in my lifestyle. Maybe a special type of friend that is closer than the usual girlfriends I have? [*giggles*] There’s just something that’s going the wrong way in my friendships now, need some time to sit back and think over it thoroughly. Life’s going to be busy for me this few weeks, hope that I’ll pull through. Too many things are just happening at the same time! Friendship, work, family and more. I feel so frustrated!!! And nobody seems to be able to understand, as I am not sure about it myself anyway.

word of thanks~

2009-10-27T06:01:00.000-07:00

Thank you very much!~
My girls who...
accompanied me
chatted with me
encouraged me
& understands me!
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
=D

Childrens' Day @ Min's house

2009-10-04T10:41:00.000-07:00

Well, had the intention to celebrate mid-autumn festival with the girls on friday (2nd oct), but min wasn't available on that day and we changed it to thursday (1st oct). Didn't realise that it was childrens' day at first, until i was reminded. I brought some board games over and all we did were just eat, talk & play. I just love the days~ Min contacted Gena but she had was having exams and said she couldn't come over. But when we were eating halfway, the doorbell rang and to our surprise, it was Gena! Thanks laopo! I just love surprises, and the moment when the 4 of us can spend time together, it is really difficult to meet up due to our busy schedules. Then, we tricked Gena into coming into the house for awhile, managed to take some snapshots at least =] Realised that we really had a lot to talk about, from the past to the future, maybe that's GIRLS nature. Looking forward to another gathering hopefully, school's starting soon and i will surely miss all this precious moments.

Gena as the special guest~ some random shots~

Reconsidering...

2009-09-28T09:35:00.000-07:00

I should seriously reconsider what i am doing now. Those sleepless nights, for something i am not even sure of. Help! I need some advice. Should i change my direction, steer in time or crash straight into the wall in the future? Pursue something i am strong in or struggling to hold on to something that used to be my biggest weakness? Tell me. What should i do?

It's been a long time...

2009-09-27T04:50:00.001-07:00

Yeah! Finally went to the ktv with amanda and shimin on Friday. It's been a long time since i went to the ktv. Then, went to school for the mid-autumn festival celebration after that. It's been a longer time since i went back to school. Went to escape theme park with shimin yesterday, it's been even longer [at least 3 years] since i have been to escape. Don't feel like describing too much on my outings, just realised that i finally found some life and done a bit of "it's been a long time' stuffs this few days. By the way, chatted a lot with amanda and shimin this 2 days and found out many funny things we had done in our secondary school days. There's even jokes that might make us laugh for 20 years and guess i know about more secrets by now. Looking forward to the next gathering, hopefully with Gena [All the best for her exams=]

Topone~ Escape~

Beaching with Min...

2009-09-23T10:36:00.000-07:00

Went to downtown east with Shimin [min] yesterday, supposedly for escape theme park but realised that it was closed on weekdays when we reached. Well, our friend offered us free tickets and we decided to have some fun but it was not opened! Sad sad. Then, we roamed around downtown east looking for some activities but there was somehow nothing! In the end, we walked to the beach for awhile as i haven't been to the beach for a long time. Sort of missing it. The sun was too hot and we decided to leave after awhile, not a good weather if you're not there to sun tan. Haha =D Then, we walked to Pasir Ris interchange as she needed to top up her Ez-link card. On the way, we stopped by at the park and went on the swings. I miss childhood fun! As there was really nothing to do, we went back to my house for some dramas. That was how we spent time, but i enjoyed it though. Haven't really met her for quite some time, i mean for outings. [Someone just can't leave her boyfriend. Opps* Just kidding. Haha] We were out together today as well. Went to dhoby ghaut as she had a job interview somewhere around there. [But she didn't want the job in the end, don't be sad. Cheer up =] After that, went to far east for some shopping and got a pair of flats each! 總算有收穫! 呵呵. By the way, my results really suck, in my opinion. Wondering whether should i reconsider my course? Sob.

Dinner~

2009-09-13T11:11:00.000-07:00

Well, did nothing much but eat and sleep this two weeks. Only glad that i went out 2 times, to meet friends for dinner. First, it was Kuan Jie and Edmond, and they specially requested that i blog about this to show that they shared a plate of carrot cake. But i am going to hide some of the details. Haha =p And notice, that's what i realised, Edmond drops food on the table like a child while eating! Opps* Don't kill me =] Then shimin asked me out on for dinner another day, but i was not free. Sad sad. After that, it was Gena. We went to compass point last friday for dinner. Seems like my life's so boring that i only have this dinners to blog about. Life may sound sad for me, but at least it let me replenish all the sleep i lost as well as clear all my hongkong dramas at a bullet speed. But i need outings soon~ Help!

All the dinners~

Help! Anime overdose~

2009-09-03T10:31:00.000-07:00

Holidays have started, but i am actually shutting myself indoors everyday, probably because my friends aren't free anyway. Due to this fact, i am indulging myself into my newly bought Hong Kong dramas and anime, shugo chara everyday! Seriously, i wonder what's happening to me. I am probably anime overdosed and can't stop myself from thinking about a virtual character everyday. Fujisaki Nadeshiko/Nagihiko is taking over my life for this few days! Help! The story goes like this, amanda introduced me to an anime called shugo chara last year and i really love it! In the story, there's a girl by the name of Nadeshiko and she became my favourite character of the whole show. In episode 26, she left and actually revealed the fact that she is a guy, and then returned to the show as a guy named Nagihiko in episode 56. From then on, i fell in love with this anime character even more! Recently, a character song album was made for all the main characters in the anime and i just can't stop listening to Nagi's song! I must balance myself! Can't help falling in love with a virtual character that doesn't exist? Help! By the way, friends, if you see this, ask me for an outing! I am like stuck to the television everyday!

Nadeshiko & Nagihiko. wonder what attracts me to him so much?

I am done!

2009-08-25T04:48:00.000-07:00

Feeling quite happy right now. Just done with my last project and what's left is to enjoy! I seriously need to do some shopping now for the so called graduation party on thursday. Smart casual hip? With a mask. Oh my god! This is testing my fashion sense! School's ending on friday, really want to invite my friends to school for the exhibition on friday, but i wonder if they are free. Meanwhile, let me just enjoy myself with some Hongkong dramas~

Last project!

2009-08-24T23:45:00.000-07:00

Made it for submission today! Left with 1 last project to clear. =D Going to relax and chill out a little with lala now, before we start on the HTI idea dossier. By the way, we did a real stupid thing just now. Took the train all the way from outram and wanted to alight at Sengkang. In the end, we fell asleep at Hougang station and found ourselves at Punggol station when we woke up. Were we so tired that it took us only less than 2 stations to fall asleep? But forget it, let's whip up a great meal and enjoy! Really need a good meal after all the sufferings caused by all the projects. And in a few days time, i am going to graduate and say bye to common foundation, forever. Can't wait for holidays~

1 more project left!

2009-08-23T10:17:00.000-07:00

Finally, just this 1 last project left. Cleared my portfolio! Yeah! Hope i will not be late for submission tomorrow. Wake up! Wake up! Went out with amanda in the morning yesterday, to collect our clothes, or maybe her clothes. Haha =D Went to pet safari at East point mall. Sad sad, it has become so small. Used to be super big last time but it's like reduced by at least 2 times the size. amanda was mesmerized by the dogs? and her black winter hamster. =] Train back to Pasir Ris and got bullied by a vending machine there. i wanted coke, and it didn't want to dispense. So we took out the coins and tried again.. Pressed the code for F&N orange, but out came green tea! Oh my god! Worst of all, we couldn't take out the bottle of green tea, heard from amanda it was due to some inconsiderate people who used it as a rubbish bin. Reached home, relaxed for awhile and headed out again. This time to meet shimin at Sim Lim Square to settle some issues of our salary. Reached home, called lala as usual, took pictures for my portfolio and watched shugo chara after that. My happiest moment! Shugo Shugo! Temari's coming back next week! So, finally completed my portfolio today and still on the phone with lala now. Hoping to be able to watch some shugo chara later. Got it? Lala cheng. Haha =D Had the japanese food i had been craving for the past 2 months today! Corn butter salmon rice! By the way, good luck to all my friends for their exams. Especially amanda as tomorrow is her last paper and she can come for my exhibition, and shopping as well. Shall end here, back to my phone call and maybe shugo chara!

Pic with amanda~ clothes~ vending machine~ webcam with lala's and my mickey~ my rice

August 9 post

2009-08-20T10:18:00.000-07:00

Regarding the August 9 post, i think i sort of found it.
Thanks a lot! someone whom i talked to =D

Joined amanda, in posting pictures when we were younger. Haha =D

VAS submission

2009-08-20T07:48:00.000-07:00

Finally, submitted my VAS silkscreen printing at 4.45pm today. Actually, it's a bit late as submission ends at 5pm. But whatever, i submitted! So far, this should be one of the first project that can make me so frustrated as i really spammed many "f" words when i was printing during the past few days. Well, it's not because of the project itself. Printing can be fun, but it gets frustrating when you see people being irresponsible and not clearing up the mess that they created. There were some storage boxes for us to fill up water to wash our silkscreen and squeegees. So, we [Lala, Gillian and me] have been filling up the water and it's so heavy that my back actually feels sore now. But there are some irresponsible people who kept on using the water that other people filled without even doing it once for themselves, irresponsible? There are also people who actually blame the good people who actually took the trouble to fill up the water from the far toilet when they only spilled a bit of water on the floor, irritating? Those people also used our squeegee without permission and didn't even bother to wash it clean, irresponsible again? They also leave the classroom immediately after they have finished their stuffs as though it's other people's responsibility to clean up the mess for them? By the way, there were really fun events, especially with Lala and Gillian around. And i begin to realise that the chicken rice at food court 2 is really nice, and it comes with free flow of soup! Why didn't i realise it earlier? Super tired out after school today, but didn't go home immediately today. Went to Hougang mall with Lala after school today and ended up "teaching" her phonics in popular. Haha =D Oh, Lala told me to mention that she actually wore T-shirt to school yesterday. Rare! Well, should end here now, going to catch my drama on TV. By the way, love my HTI journal cover page! =]

GC & VAS submission~VAS prints~HTI cover [mine is pink, lala's is brown]~phonics at popular

a night to remember - in school

2009-08-18T11:30:00.000-07:00

Just finished typing all my HTI journals and still in school now. Oh my god! What is happening to my life? Still in school at this hour, playing hide & seek with the security guards. Do i love school so much? Well, at least i cleared another project! Left with VAS silkscreen printing for this week's submission. If i still have the energy, i will go continue the printings after this slacking period as i am also waiting for Lala to finish her stuffs so that we can go print together. Unexpectedly, unexpected people actually stay in school overnight for their project. I only have this one request for them, can you please keep the class quiet? I can even hear noises through the blasting music of my earpiece? Without certain noises, this world would definitely be more peaceful and less troubles will occur. It can also spare me the agony of being so irritated. I would even hate it more if some people had to offend my friend at least once a day? Calm down my friend. =] Don't be agitated by people who speaks nonsense and who can't seem to realise their own flaws. Would good people tread on other people's toes as and when like there's no end? Endure, it's only half a month more, or maybe even less than half a month. =D By the way, thanks brother for bring me my stuffs from home and the Macdonalds supper =]

Lala, me & Gillian~ our Macdonald supper =P

Life?

2009-08-17T09:00:00.000-07:00

Finally, cleared another obstacle today. FDS critique is finally over. Was a bit nervous though, but everything still went well. Also submitted my GC project today, now left with the HTI journal which i am doing now, the VAS silkscreen printing, FDS + VAS portfolio and the HTI dossier. It may sound easy and can be done quickly, but it can actually be a huge disaster. Trust me! Glad that we don't have to attend GC at 9am tomorrow. Fortunately, i am a good student who checks the blackboard. If not, i may be in school facing an empty classroom tomorrow morning thanks to some false information. Projects, projects, more projects! Tell me, where's my life? Sigh* Have to continue my HTI journal now.

Lala and me =D Gotten crazy over 2 bottles of cocktail?

Happy Birthday Felice~

2009-08-15T10:55:00.000-07:00

Shugo Shugo~ Happy Birthday to Felice! You're actually 12 years old already. Mummy aka Sister loves you!!! Thanks Aunty Lala for celebrating Felice's birthday together. The brownie and the dress rocks! Felices loves you! But she loves me more. Haha =D

Birthday Girl~ Brownie~ Pink dress~ Sushi Feast with Lala

GC Printing

2009-08-15T10:45:00.000-07:00

Finally completed my Graphic Communication [GC] project! Excited! Really thought that i wouldn't be able to complete all my projects piled up together but i actually did it! Finished GC and FDS, left with HTI, VAS and FDS + VAS portfolio. Go Go Go! By the way, seems like it's the first time i am posting my project. Haha =]

Poster~ Letterhead~ Complimentary Slip~ Namecard

snoozing.

2009-08-11T03:22:00.000-07:00

After all the lack of sleep all these days, i am finally able to take a nap now.
So see you soon people. Don't wake me up! =D
Sweet dreams.
Projects are waiting for me.

Typical...

2009-08-09T08:22:00.000-07:00

Being typical: Happy Birthday Singapore!

Feeling lost, unimportant, lazy...
Tell me why.
Need somebody who understands me to talk to.
I am waiting.

Deja vu~ Girls night out~

2009-08-08T09:45:00.000-07:00

Had a great day out with shimin, amanda and gena yesterday! Not forgetting kuanjie, huishan and barry too. A sense of Deja vu, all i can say. It's almost like last year. Also a friday, still at cineleisure and with the same aim of celebrating min's birthday =D Happy Birthday once again! Hope you had a happy night. Even the things we did were quite similar. Went to pasta mania again, somehow it has become a place for our gatherings. Had a long meal thanks to all the chatting and reminiscing our secondary school days. After eating, we went for the typical thing most girls will do. Taking neoprints! It's been a long time since i last updated my shots. As expected, my dear friends have their curfews, so we had to go home immediately after taking the neoprints, though it still seemed early to me. But nevermind, at least we had some time together. Reached home at 10 plus, suprisingly, i did not jump on to my bed immediately. Chatted with Lala and Gillian while watching the tv and i actually survived till 1am, despite my 2 hour sleep the day before. My body is acting weird, don't bother the pain or injuries i am always suffering, but there's definitely something wrong with my sleeping patterns. I was supposed to be totally tired out yesterday, after the school and outing, but i didn't sleep immediately! Forget it, i might have to get used to the lack of sleep anyway. Slacked and isolated myself for the whole of today, please don't scold me, it was a tiring week and i really needed some rest. Have to start my projects tomorrow! By the way, looking forward to the next exciting gathering. Love you girls!

Birthday Girl~ Gena's expression! Random shots featuring the girls =D

Happy Birthday Shimin!

2009-08-07T19:58:00.000-07:00

First of all. Happy birthday to shimin! Welcome to the 17 club =D All the best, like we all said. New chapter, new beginning. Hope you do well in your poly life and live life to the fullest! By the way, super tired while doing nothing in class now. Look forward to seeing you girls later! See ya =D

Birthday Girl!~

Whee~

2009-08-04T19:27:00.000-07:00

Yeah! Just finished my presentation at 8.38am, about 2 hours ago. Came to school with amanda and shimin from Eunos mrt. Cool! Finally, we get to go to school together. Haha =D As for my presentation, not a 100% total success but at least better than the previous ones. Well, people do improve. Especially when i am presentating on my favourite - Cabbage patch kids! Brought Felice, Myra and Theresa to school! Currently in a History, Theory & Ideas lecture now and not really paying attention. Opps* It's 1pm then i can home or maybe lala's house to do the mock-up for our Foundation Design Studio project. 3d tessellation! The mini mock-up is due tomorrow and i didn't really know about it. I thought it was next monday. Hope we can finish it real fast. I really hate the days when we had to sacrifice our precious sleep for the projects. Working hard in progress. Hope it lasts. [If Ran is around: Ganbatte! Ganbatte! Amu Chan!] I want to watch anime~

Felice, Myra & Theresa in school!

Slowly, overcoming every obstacle.

2009-07-31T01:10:00.000-07:00

Although all the projects for the different modules are piling up on me, it seems that i am slowly, overcoming every obstacle. For example, i actually survived the Basic Drawing Class! Suddenly had the inspiration to tell myself to keep holding on. I was really tired out during the past few weeks, but just feel like working hard now. The modules are ending soon, my obstacles are clearing up. Hope this spirit lasts! Going to draw my nude potrait assignment now, despite my panda eyes. Go! Go! Go!

sleeping weekends~

2009-07-23T21:21:00.000-07:00

It seems like this week passed very quickly, probably because i came back to school only on thursday due to the quarantine. Well, had a busy "holiday", rushing all the projects till mid-night or maybe morning everyday. How long more can i endure? Still rushing some projects in school now, so took some time off to blog. There's going to be a group presentation on our CIP project later, hope things goes well. =D Gillian's making me super high today, despite my tiredness. She's the joke of my life!

[This is Gillian here speaking.XD I'm not the joke of her life, 'kay? I'm the JOY of her life!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Yay!]

Should get back to my projects now. Sigh*
And enjoy my sleeping weekends~

Msn-ed amanda =D, Random shots in class =]

E-Hub, Orchard

2009-07-18T08:04:00.000-07:00

Today, went to Simei with amanda and Lala early in the morning to collect the spree clothes. Then, went to E-hub for lunch at BBQ chicken. Wanted to go swimming with lala, but felt tired suddenly, so she went with her friend. Sorry >_< Went home after hitting the arcade with amanda, it's been a long time since i stepped in. Felt like going out suddenly, so called Sandra and asked her to have dinner together. Decided to go orchard as we could shopping session as well. Although i didn't buy anything in the end. Sandra got her $63 '熱血' shirt and was like so excited. Cool! Saw the shoes that i wanted at a cheaper price, probably going back there to get it next week? Well, i shall end here, for my anime time =D

Sunrise with Lala~

2009-07-18T07:49:00.000-07:00

Think it's time to catch up with the pictures i didn't post for my exciting life last week, since i am under 'home'-quarantine from school for 7 days. First, it's sunrise with lala. =]

Life's still as complicated as it was~

2009-07-11T14:11:00.000-07:00

Before i start this post, again, i haven had time to upload my pictures.

Well, life's still as complicated as it was.
In which aspect, do not ask me, i won't say.
As i said, "well, it depends on which part of your life"
I really want to know the truth, or maybe never, since it's two months away?
Why give myself more troubles when i already have enough problems.
I think i had enough of such things, i really hope there's an end to it.
Bear with it, i tell myself, it's not the end of the world and it's not affecting much anyway.
Cherish what you already have and put aside what's not worth!
Thinking about it doesn't put an end to things anyway, it only makes you think about it more?

Just something random i lifted from my favourite anime, a quote from my love - nagihiko!
Inside of it is someone I want to be, someone I don’t yet know myself. I like to treasure this time when my dreams are still dreams.
I really think it best describes me now.

Well, if you don't understand what i am saying, then forget it.
By the way, hope to see G,A,S soon~ =D
To Lala: Thanks =D

Tired~

2009-07-07T12:30:00.000-07:00

Just realised i haven't blogged for quite some time, so decided to since i am in a boring lesson now. Finished my oral communication [OC] presentation, finally, but was quite disappointed as i went a bit speechless. Sad! Well, don't really feel like talking much about my school work. If not for this presentation, wednesday is actually one relaxing day as the modules does not require much of my attention. By the way, went to watch the sunrise again a few days ago, this time to try out the sunrise/sunset mode in my handphone. As usual, i wouldn't wake up so early in the morning just for the sunrise. Before that, i went roller-blading at East Coast Park in the middle of the night, with Lala! When our legs were tired out, we changed the activities to fishing and kite-flying. Then, we drove to Changi Beach for my usual activity, sunrise! Will be updating the pictures soon, school life have been too busy. Blogging during History Theory Ideas [HTI] now and waiting to go home. Half an hour to go, endure...

Another crazy night...

2009-06-28T22:03:00.000-07:00

Had another crazy night out, went out at 4am in the morning to play pool with my sister and her friends. [Yeah! Won my sis~ haha=] Then, it ended at around 6am and we decided to go watch the sunrise again as it was blocked by the huge bear like looking cloud as shown in the previous post. On our way, we passed by Loyang 'Tua Pek Gong' temple and went in to pray. There was like nobody else there. After that, we made our way to Changi Beach, this time at a different location. It was really at the beach, instead of the place we were standing at the day before. After taking all my shots, we headed towards East coast park for MacDonalds breakfast. It is like almost impossible to make it for Macdonalds breakfast if you really asked me to wake up early in the morning. Then, the one day tour didn't end here. We went to Marina barage just to take pictures of our Singapore flyer. You might find it crazy, but it's quite enjoying if you do such things once in awhile. Then, we were really tired out and our next destination was home sweet home. Reached home at 11am and slept till 6.30pm. Have to start on my next project, draw my self-portrait, again.

the temple @ 6am. Macdonalds breakfast. Sunrise @ Changi Beach. Marina Barage.

Sunrise~

2009-06-27T18:00:00.000-07:00

Slept at 5am yesterday, and i didn't get to sleep today, again! Played mahjong till 12am, then went out with my sister and her friends. We went to Carl's Junior at East Coast and drank there till 6am. Don't get the wrong idea, we were drinking coca cola and F & N all the while. Wanted to go home but found that it will be a waste not to catch the sunrise, so drove to Changi beach and waited for the sun to rise. Drove home at around 7.45am, past by Hougang and decided to stop for breakfast. Healthy lifestyle? Crazy nightlife? Whatever, school's starting soon and i won't have time for all these soon. Sad. [Reached home at 9am and slept till 5pm]

Sunrise~ blocked by the clouds... =(

金曲獎

2009-06-27T09:21:00.000-07:00

Just finished watching the 20th Golden Melody Awards, 金曲獎. It's quite different for me this year as Lala was at my house watching with me and it was so exciting! In the past, i used to watch alone and it was quite boring as there's no one to discuss with me. And the best part is that she likes most of the singers that i like too. Was disappointed this year as Tanya 蔡健雅 and Fish 梁靜茹 did not get the best female singer, 最佳國語女歌手獎. But never mind, there's always a next year. Haha =D Thanks Lala anyway, for accompanying me =]

Just randomly picked some pictures... Tanya & Fish =D

Missing the days...

2009-06-25T11:53:00.000-07:00

Holiday's ending soon, and i did not get to see the people i realy wanted to. Maybe they were real busy? I really want to go out and have some real fun with them. Singing, shopping, neoprints...
To all my beloved friends: All the best in everything when school reopens, hope to see you girls really soon. Remember our meet once in a month promise? Haha =D
On the phone with my Lala now, have to meet her tomorrow for our projects!

Missing the days...

JB trip~

2009-06-20T02:04:00.000-07:00

Went to JB again to get my new dramas to satisfy my tv addiction. Got some T-shirt, stationeries and my 'dream' wallet at the moment. Then, i went to a japanese restaurant and it was really an indescribable feeling. The food was like, yummy! Lazy to talk about the trip, just look at these pictures and imagine that you were there.

My new wallet!!!

The Japanese Restaurant. Look at all the food!!!

All In One...

2009-06-19T13:48:00.000-07:00

Realised i haven blog for a long time, so shall summarise some of the worth-mentioning events that took place recently. Somewhere around May, i went to Hougang for dinner with lala and we found this super delicious japanese cuisine in a coffee shop.

Craving for it again.

1 week ago, my parents went genting and this was my favourite gift! It was worthwhile to help them do the household chores and look after the house.

'high class' chocolates~

I worked at the PC show 2oo9 and i realised this crap about saving the environment. I thought we were supposed to save paper and save the EARTH?

Look at all this paper lying around.

This is for Sandra~

2009-06-07T23:58:00.000-07:00

Sandra's flying to Taiwan tomorrow.. Let's wish her bon voyage 一路順風!~ Besides, thank her loads as she's going to help me look for the things on my shopping list. Enjoy your trip and see you soon! Have fun =]

This is for Lala~

2009-06-06T23:58:00.000-07:00

Lala came to my house again today but not for work this time. It's for some fun! Ting want to go out with friends, so don't want come. Angry* Haha =D Before doing anything in my house, we went to IKEA to get a box for putting in my materials as they were all so messy, after so many busy nights. Then, we bought some ingredients that total up to $8.45 and cooked up a feast. Yeah, Ting missed all these fun. Bleahx =x Then, Lala helped me pack my stuffs that look like a mountain into the box. Thanks so much! Love ya~ Finally, the fun part comes. We started playing wii. My Raving Rabbid game, it's so crazy! Lala and Ting maybe coming to play tomorrow, hope to see them and have fun. Finally, no projects in my house for the time being.

The feast we cooked! Can you imagine it only cost $8.45 and shared between 2 people? =p

Holiday~

2009-06-05T07:09:00.000-07:00

Whee~ The term finally ended, with some regrets though. Don't wish to mention, but it's definitely something worth worrying for me. There was ONOW in the afternoon, and we went to the Army museum together. After that, we went to Jurong for some swimming and tanning. It was so fun! I have not been to the pool for so long and it is even more exciting with Lala, Ting and Cynthia. It's really good and important to relax after a tiring and busy term!

projects, projects, more projects!

2009-06-05T06:50:00.001-07:00

It's been a busy week for me. Out of 5 days in a week, Lala came over to stay at my house for 3 days, just to finish our projects. There were really too many and without each other, we might not be able to finish or maybe fall asleep at night. Yesterday night, Lala was at my house as usual, doing our VAS project. Those stupid wires! They just keep injuring my fingers! We were really too tired at around 4am and we actually put on facial mask, while continuing with our wire sculptures. Guess we were just too stressed, haha =D

Lala & me putting on mask in the middle of the night...

photo mania~

2009-05-25T23:06:00.000-07:00

It was so slack in class today that we started playing around with our webcam and taking pictures. Don't think this happens everyday. When we are doing our projects, we might not even have time to look into the mirror.

Lazy to post, just look at these crazy pictures:

Project again~

2009-05-24T09:11:00.000-07:00

Today, Lala, Ting and Cynthia came to my house for projects again. This time, it's wire sculpture. Ouch* My hand hurts. Lala came to find me first, then Ting and Cynthia reached my house about an hour later. We were slacking in the afternoon, playing facebook and watching tv. At about 5pm, Amanda came to look for me. It's so random! So i started slacking as we were taking pictures with my laptop. Then, all of us went to compass point to buy some food, sushi and cup noodles. Suddenly, i turned on my turbo again. I actually managed to finish my sphere wire sculpture although i started the latest. But the price to pay is that it is not as nicely done. Cynthia left my house first, followed by Ting. Lala was the latest, thanks for accompanying me, all the best for your wire sculptures too. It's been so stressful this few weeks, i really wonder what's in store for me this week, especially during basic drawing class, i missed it twice already! Holiday's coming soon, i hope i can hang on till then.

Pictures of me slacking when amanda came..

5th week of school

2009-05-23T07:52:00.000-07:00

Been a busy 5th week of school for me, with all the crazy projects.. Guess what, i even cried?! But i am beginning to enjoy the things i am doing. Design may be alien and stressful to me but it's really brings me a great sense of achievement everytime i complete my projects which i thought i would never be able to. Nobody is born knowing everything, so i guess i have to put in more effort and stop slacking! School is fun! Especially the crazy shopping queen - lala, the blur blur Ting, and the 'fighting chicken' - cynthia~ I feel really happy everyday when i am in school except for a few days during this week. Some BFF just like to irritate me and make me start spamming the 'F' word. But still, happy memories are always more than those unimportant irritating stuffs. After working hard for a week, finally it's friday! I would never skip lessons on friday - ONOW!~ After school ended, i went shopping at bugis with lala, ting and cynthia. It's so exciting shopping with them, probably my first time being so high while shopping. We bought similar tees for just $8.90! Lala bought the same top and shorts [$10!] as me, 'couple' suit~ haha =] We took pictures at the rooftop of the new shopping centre in bugis and ate at burger king. Reached home at about 10pm, feeling happy and satisfied.. Let's worry about our project only on sunday =p

Pictures taken by Cynthia =D

Slacking~

2009-05-17T05:58:00.000-07:00

Oh my god! Qiuyu & Ting came to my house for project again, but it's different this time, we are slacking! Have been too busy for the past few weeks, i really just feel like slacking all i can. Imagine 2-3 weeks of sleepless night and having to rush our project almost everyday and even our precious weekends. Our shopping queen don't even have the time to shop, except when we are shopping for our materials at art friend or daiso. We were supposed to make our kinetic mobile and maybe plush toy today, but we started slacking in the end. As a result, we did nothing! Only cutting a few wires and painting a few blocks for the kinetic mobile. It's not even placed together yet. We went out to buy some more materials for our projects, but failed to find it. In the end, we went to NTUC and bought some food and drinks to enjoy! We must finish our projects soon, no more slacking, hopefully =] But althought we were lazy, it was a fun and enjoyable day.

To Qiu & Ting: love u gals!!! for all the fun and laughter~
Here are some evidences of you slacking..

Finally~

2009-05-16T18:00:00.000-07:00

Finally, we got to go out together! I mean - Amanda, Gena, Shimin, Dorothy, Huishan, Lois, and the male lead yesterday - Barry. Firstly, Happy birthday to Barry! It's been a long while since we went out together as such a big group. Everyone really changed, in many aspects. The only thing unchanged - our friendship, and i am really glad about that. It's been many busy weeks and sleepless nights for me and i really enjoyed the gathering yesterday evening. It seems like everyone is very busy with their schoolwork too and we tend to start talking about the interesting events in school. I still think i am the busiest as while they were talking about the CCAs they joined, i kept on complaining that i don't have 1 as i have no time for that. At least they have time for CCAs and sleep. Did i enter the wrong course? I really cherished the gathering we had yesterday although it only lasted for a short time from 6pm to 8/9pm. Birthdays are good platforms to meet up, but i really hope it's not the only reason for friends to plan a gathering. Looking forward to the next one..

This are for u ppl, pictures that can speak a thousand words~

2008-12-15T09:11:00.001-08:00

lalala~